be here :)

2010-10-14T23:31:00.002+08:00

Seems like I abandoned this space for...quite awhile =X

Work work work. I've been wanting to leave this job since August, but $$ ah $$~~ It's not exactly a boring job, near my house, and I get to talk ALOT, even if I don't want to. Getting paid to talk lol. I really really understand why people wanna leave *serious face*

Daddy Mummy going to Europe in November (fly how many times this year huh), bro's having holidays by then and I'll have my short 'break' also :D Slack and relax at home, sleep late wake up late without the aid of an alarm clock, lie on the sofa watch TV, blast music \o/~ and spending more time with my boy and the ladies :))

Time to sleep. nabeh work tomorrow... LOL

2010-07-01T23:53:00.002+08:00

July already, 2010's going fast =\

So I got a job at the MOMCC. Training's quite alright except for the abitfkedup timings, causing me to miss dance class :(( We have a pinoy by the name of Ken-Sha(?), an S Pass holder and a NOOBSHIT to keep us entertained and the training interesting LOL. lovable people haha xD.. I can't wait for my pay to come $_$~

Working life :( I miss dance :( I miss certain people, especially someone by the new name of Unicorn Loo, who appeared for 5 minutes, gave me 2 hugs, and that's all :(((( si za bor -.-

Other than that, I guess I'm pretty happy with things now :))
...but fk.. I wanna dance lah...

2010-06-05T15:00:00.001+08:00

Guess I'm out.
Out of the game, out of the picture, out of everything
(:

out of your world.

2010-05-20T02:47:00.003+08:00

be Strong.
and sometimes, little things do matter :)

2010-05-19T02:11:00.002+08:00

fyooru

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing - Aerosmith

2010-05-17T01:17:00.004+08:00

great Saturday :)
Street Jazz, ice cream, Mcspicy, Island Creamery and Wii~
literally stoned through Sunday though.

not a very good week ahead :(
especially.... :((

2010-05-14T00:10:00.003+08:00

2010-05-08T02:17:00.004+08:00

8May

just another day.
xiao long bao madness lol.

2010-05-06T19:07:00.002+08:00

aitwtahsi3sqtuiimteel5ahsatpypeya8r
mtaoyrbeeailtlsytliemteg8o
yaonuddiocnatnnteheadvmeey8o6u
apsltehaespeibcet8uhraepspayy6s

2010-05-04T20:35:00.015+08:00

wbiylmlyysoiudset7a6y?

and i wish that dream won't come true.

not a bad start to May :)
just hope... that it gets better :(

2010-04-30T01:36:00.003+08:00

s8ianmcieowkhaeyn?

1/3 of the year gone.
April has been quite a good month :)
i dont know about May :\

2010-04-29T02:57:00.002+08:00

"You can always say sorry, but the real apology is when you hear the sadness in their voice and see the look in their eyes. And you realize that they have hurt themselves just as much."

2010-04-26T23:12:00.005+08:00

"Gone"

cramps.laosai.gastric.
ppleatmyfood.
cutsonmyhands.
thinktoomuch.asktoomuch.knowtoomuch.

itmoiosmsuycohu

Not a good day.

2010-04-25T00:55:00.003+08:00

"If"

만약에 내가 간다면 내가 다가간다면
넌 어떻게 생각할까 용기 낼 수 없고

만약에 니가 간다면 니가 떠나간다면
널 어떻게 보내야할지 자꾸 겁이 나는걸

내가 바보같아서 바라볼 수 밖에만 없는건 아마도
외면 할지도 모를 니 마음과 또 그래서 더 멀어질 사이가 될까봐

2010-04-20T20:59:00.000+08:00

I don't like this at all.

2010-04-17T03:13:00.004+08:00

past week was great
every day of the week was :)

2010-04-05T02:18:00.004+08:00

[edit]
chao turban -_-...

Starting work tomorrow :) hope it'll be good.
and Universal Studios was niceeeeeeeeee.

2010-04-04T04:33:00.006+08:00

4.30am but I can't seem to sleep =\

Many things happened, many people came and some left. Thinking back, the months spent at the company during internship seemed to pass damn fast, probably cos of dance :) I wonder how I 'survived' the few months of waking up at 6am, go through mundane days at work and sleeping at 1-2am almost everyday, tired from training, just like how sometimes I wonder what made me persevered the tough trainings during secondary school, especially the 10km runs at Macritchie. Now I run 2.4km also cui =.=... damn it. Come to think of it, I don't really miss the people at the company, not sure why. Met some guailan people in between, finally understood why things happened and ended up that way, knew some people who are really too fake, and realized that they're not the ones who's gonna stay. bye raymond :)

Days have been good recently, after internship and presentation ended, it's dance and dance all the way, sleeping at unearthly hours and off to school after waking up in the afternoon to my mother's nagging, seeing the same few people and hearing the same songs everyday. Home and studio are the main places that I'll go. Unofficially graduated and not planning to continue studying yet, cos I know with dance and studies coming together, I'll be at home lesser. I need to show my face at home more, so that my laopeh won't miss me so much, my brother knows when I'm at home and my mum won't say I'm like living in a hotel: come home bathe eat sleep wake up go out -_-. More home-time more family-time more me-time.

Need to start working soon, I want my license :D and let my parents know after, lol. Maybe a trip to somewhere will be good, though some people like Yip Loo and Chua should be 95% unavailable due to school (why aren't you all graduates yet zZz).

Going into the 2nd quarter of the year already, time is passing too fast lah nb =\... But looking forward to the coming weekend already :) I need more days like now and those.

the right person at the wrong time, or the wrong person at the right time?

2010-03-30T22:40:00.005+08:00

smoebtroiynogu

me________________________________________________________________________________ you

2010-03-26T01:38:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder why animals are cute only when they're young...

2010-03-23T02:53:00.001+08:00

Hey! Ditch-B <3

2010-03-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

it's not a need.
rather, it's a want.

yboeutthoe4r3e

2010-03-18T02:20:00.002+08:00

p3lceaarseeotkaakye7?

2010-03-17T12:42:00.002+08:00

To dream of chirping and/or flying birds, represents joy, harmony, ecstasy, balance, and love. It denotes a sunny outlook in life. You are experiencing spiritual freedom and psychological liberation. It is almost as if a weight has been lifted off your shoulders.

spiritual freedom, psychological liberation? hmm... =\
a weight lifted off, but more weight added?

damn.. I wanna dream of bird eggs.
It symbolizes money lol.

2010-03-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

one down.

2010-03-02T01:40:00.002+08:00

how cute is this? :D

2010-02-26T15:18:00.004+08:00

happythings.tumblr.com

2010-02-20T00:30:00.003+08:00

匿名的好友 :)

and that's you.

I need a job =\
and my parents are back from Japan with a lot of chocolates
...should have told them to get Choya :(
Cho~yaaaaa~~ lol

2010-02-19T00:36:00.008+08:00

Bye NP i
I really like my LO hahahaha :D
Andlfat-facedobumble beevcallingepeopledugly
lol good luck to you *slapppps*

you
Questions without answers :)
and probably not getting any.

"And good times don't last. Cos' if they do, then there's nothing worth missing."

2010-02-14T15:02:00.005+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year,

Happy Valentines' :))

2010-02-06T03:01:00.001+08:00

karma

2010-02-03T01:01:00.001+08:00

hello february.

and i wish to relive 2009 again :)

2010-02-01T23:42:00.001+08:00

alnidkbeiitmblyobsiitnigtysoeue7m5s

Attachment's ending :)
other than the final report,
it's dance ^.^

2010-01-25T00:26:00.002+08:00

two different worlds.

2010-01-18T00:14:00.003+08:00

it's mid-Jan already.
tmd fast -_-

And some people are damn fake, seriously
friendly... =.=
reminds me of the primary school days
where it's just an "I don't friend you" when you don't like that person

2010-01-05T01:59:00.004+08:00

Xia Yu Tian

I want my pay ~~

$$$ come to me please..
^^

2010-01-02T01:57:00.003+08:00

Hello 2010 :) I hope you'll be great, just like 2009.
I danced alot, literally through the year
got to know great people
and I had fun

and I had you :)

iloveNRA ^^

Spent 010110 with the DitchBHamsters for training
and now we know why certain steps only QianHui can do best
^_^

2009-12-28T01:19:00.009+08:00

“For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail. Not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It’s just that one was being loved too much and the other wasn’t being loved enough.

2009-12-24T12:26:00.002+08:00

I've got presents ^_^

And stayover tonight :P
partyyyyyy lol

Happy Christmas everybody :))

2009-12-19T00:17:00.003+08:00

mnaeyebdemyeoautwaolnlt

"Sometimes the past is something you just can't let go off. And sometimes the past is something we'll do anything to forget. And sometimes we learn something new about the past that changes everything we know about the present."

- Grey's Anatomy

2009-12-14T23:52:00.002+08:00

All I want for Christmas...

2009-12-07T00:27:00.001+08:00

cia4udsoe

2009-11-29T23:44:00.003+08:00

treasure.cherish.the present.

<3 the laughters i heard today :)

2009-11-27T20:54:00.003+08:00

fuerlltoyvoe:)

And I have come to realize that some things are actually not that important.

thank you bc kia :)

2009-11-21T23:22:00.004+08:00

imy..

World's Largest Gummy Bear

i see. i like. i want.
the green apple that one
anyone wanna get it for me? lol
hahaha ^_^

2009-11-21T01:38:00.003+08:00

afnodri3waawshhialpep9y

2009-11-17T23:46:00.003+08:00

hxaiiasnhginhie5n

zbeamne?

2009-11-15T00:14:00.002+08:00

swimming
tanning
shopping ~~like aunties~~
:))

Cheng: "20cents you all also very happy hor??"
LOL

2009-11-12T23:51:00.002+08:00

when you least expected it.
thank you :)

2009-11-11T16:20:00.000+08:00

Tell me where to draw the line between letting go, and giving up.

2009-11-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

“Life’s all about ass. everyone’s either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, trying to get a piece of it, or simply just being one.”

2009-11-08T23:15:00.001+08:00

it would have been, it could have been...

but it's not.

2009-11-07T21:15:00.002+08:00

“Lying is bad. Or so we are told constantly from birth—honesty is the best policy, the truth shall set you free, I chopped down the cherry tree, whatever. The fact is, lying is a necessity. We lie to ourselves because the truth, the truth freaking hurts.”

- Grey's Anatomy

2009-11-05T00:39:00.002+08:00

afnodringootthsionwgoartraileld

"They say nothing is forever...
So will you be my nothing?"

awWwwW~~~ LOL
ok lah damn tired.
good night.

2009-11-02T23:47:00.002+08:00

peekaboo? :)

"Sooner or later, friends who you thought would be around forever
will end up taking different paths in life.
But no matter where you go,
you'll take a piece of each one with you"

come on people, give me a piece of yourselves each please x)

2009-11-01T01:24:00.002+08:00

Hello, it's November :)
and time passes too quickly
i wish i could turn it back to ....

2009-10-31T01:42:00.003+08:00

ctahnaittiemlilsysoyuo6u

"Sometimes music is the only thing that gets your mind off of everything else."

2009-10-26T23:03:00.004+08:00

issmtsoipnmgyysoeultfofdraoym

... i don't know what to say about work today lol. Except that I get to sit comfortably at a big table, only for today but still got shuang dao xD. I've been like sitting at other people's seats for the whole of last week, people who MC-ed or took leave haha. And I have no idea where I'll shift to tomorrow.

Prata for lunch with Ah Su and Iris the small girl :) All the unglamness~ And I Am Not Dao okayyyyyyy!!!~~ Then it's back to the reports for the whole afternoon zZz =_=~ Eh xiao hong I miss you and your nonsense la! hahaha

Having danced for almost everyday last semester, and then suddenly cut down to twice a week now due to attachment... I don't like this =\

if only things were that easy.
wihdyomtuhsatt

2009-10-25T00:35:00.003+08:00

imsitsislylo8u

sometimes...

My fridge's spoilt, and it's empty.
I can't dump my melted chocolates inside
sian zZz...

I just realise, NO MAGGIE ALSO.
nb... what else to eat =_=

2009-10-24T02:27:00.004+08:00

it's about time I care more for myself
:)

2009-10-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

2009-10-20T23:08:00.005+08:00

randomness.

hey, imy...

I want to do something to my hair...
maybe, curl it? =\

It's the 2nd day and the fking cramps are still there -.-
period came early, cramps very pain
nb what is wrong la....... zzz.
And I can't go swimming this week
=_______________=

Pay's out, pathetic but it's ok
Internship, bo bian.
And I need some entertainment at work
especially after I move upstairs, most probably sitting alone.

Bought popcorn chicken but no appetite to eat them now.
I keep losing my appetite nowadays
I'll be damn hungry before lunch time. hungry dao stomach will make noise that kind
but I can't even finish a proper meal
=\

Maybe I can sleep early tonight.
And on second thoughts, I like my hair better this way :)

2009-10-19T23:24:00.001+08:00

2009-10-18T22:59:00.002+08:00

"Goodbye"

Yet, most of the time, there's no good in them.

2009-10-17T17:46:00.001+08:00

2009-10-15T00:40:00.007+08:00

Old habits die hard.

I tried, and I failed
again and again.
Tell me why is this so.
ily

2009-10-14T02:24:00.004+08:00

and again, i cried myself to sleep tonight...

2009-10-10T22:45:00.003+08:00

all that i wanna say to you...
If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready

But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If I sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till I'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If I give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am I catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe I'm not ready

But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me

dhooywomuurcehaillloyvkenyoowu

2009-10-06T22:51:00.004+08:00

less than 24hours.

tell me what to do when it's getting hard to hope.

2009-10-04T02:10:00.001+08:00

t&haentdi2m7eysoiuc3r6ynmeyvseerl4f3t6oksnloeeewp2

Steamboat ^_^

afleletlhiantgiswtaonctoimseyboaucrk

2009-09-24T02:14:00.001+08:00

2009-09-15T21:00:00.005+08:00

It's only the 2nd day :(
the good thing today? I had lunch with my colleagues(literally 'my', but they're nice people :)), and did quite abit of work.
And as long as I do my stuffs, I guess I'm free to eat snacks during work,
other than lunch time
.. if I'm that free to even touch my snacks =\

Feels so no life... 8.30am-6.03pm
No, not typo, yes, 6.03pm
at least I have that bit of travelling time to for dance
Good thing it's at night, can't imagine not dancing the whole 5 months.

My feet hurts, and I've got blisters
stupid heels =_= it's only 1 inch.
NABEH...

and i miss my boy :(

2009-09-08T21:30:00.003+08:00

Nostalgia - A bittersweet longing for things, persons, or situations of the past

2009-09-08T00:33:00.004+08:00

attachment starting next week =_=
siannnnnnnnn
went to my attachment company with Ulric this afternoon
nb... ulu until I nothing to say, want to eat also have to take bus out
got canteen luh, but then.... yeah.. =\
somehow i rather study
at least i can dance everyday
=(

suddenly like nothing to do
after Suntec ended...

i wanna fall back
i wanna cry
i wanna be weak.. just this once.

2009-09-06T23:50:00.004+08:00

Although it was somehow expected

We made it that far, together
Thanks BC, thanks Steffi, thanks Mia
:))

I can't deny that it still hurts, alot.

2009-08-30T00:44:00.000+08:00

sorry ):

2009-08-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

2009-08-20T21:48:00.004+08:00

"Have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal abit, and you just pull the scar off over and over again" - Rosa Parks

now, i understand why..

... that's exactly what I'm doing now =X
lol

2009-08-15T01:31:00.002+08:00

do not do stupid things,
like geh kiang anyhow run for no reason,
before competition
and end up..... like that =_=

2009-08-11T16:04:00.004+08:00

and so I came to school at 12pm
literally for nothing
'lazy' until no decency to inform?
fucking nice =_=
good thing it's the last sem, last project
the irony

2009-08-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

a surprise, Baby and sushi :))

and for making me so sian earlier half of the day

iloveyou :)

2009-08-05T01:31:00.001+08:00

heaty food, not enough sleep and bathing late at night
pray the heatiness and coolness balance out =\
i'm not sick
but i don't feel well
wtf -_-

Us-time, i like :)

2009-08-04T23:49:00.000+08:00

3rd in World Hip Hop International
:))!!!

2009-07-26T02:29:00.002+08:00

“ You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.”

- Bob Marley

2009-07-24T01:16:00.002+08:00

just when I thought things couldn't get worse.
:\

2009-07-15T00:38:00.002+08:00

It's the thought that counts :)

..."but actions more important" - Shirley Goh

tmd LOL xD

2009-07-14T02:00:00.002+08:00

listen

and block out everything else

even your own thoughts

Another busy week tmd..
but then again
which week wasn't busy since school started anyway

It's July already.

2009-07-11T01:30:00.001+08:00

The past--

you either miss it or regret it

but either way you're forced to remember it.

2009-07-09T01:06:00.001+08:00

2 :)

2009-07-05T20:01:00.003+08:00

w2illilkyeo&uim7i5sdsom8e4 ?

went to Robert's yesterday with Shirley
the massage was tmd painful
and the way he cracked my back was O_O"
but quite shiok leh
lol

i'm tired
and it's a busy week ahead, again
=\

2009-07-04T02:33:00.000+08:00

I've never felt this weak, physically.
fucking hate it.
=_=

2009-07-03T00:14:00.001+08:00

I.don't.like.cramps.

2009-06-25T02:16:00.000+08:00

i miss...

something's missing...

you

2009-06-22T00:24:00.002+08:00

The stupid things that people do for love are things that make the relationship special.

i guess somebody grew up ;)
bitch. HAHAHAHA

2009-06-15T00:49:00.003+08:00

just like glass
strong
yet fragile

2009-06-11T23:45:00.002+08:00

2009-06-04T01:01:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, things don't always go the way you want them to.
Sometimes, you just want to run away and hide.

Weak. like always.

2009-06-01T21:56:00.004+08:00

iloveNRA
Thank you guys, really :))

but you people seriously too dope already
just 1 day of photos-uploading and commenting
can give me 150++ emails in the inbox =_=
...and its still coming in! walao
LOL

2009-05-28T01:28:00.003+08:00

As much as I want to concentrate on the fucking assignments and whatever is needed to be done, certain things have to come right at my face at this point of time. Seriously dulan to the max. I don't have time for shit like this. fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off.
if you're reading this, really really really fucking stay out of my life.

2009-05-27T00:50:00.002+08:00

ilu :)